Learn Your Lesson: Special Edition

My mother only wanted me to learn one lesson growing up...

Men are trash.

Her father left her and then my father left us. Being raised by her and my grandmother I was surrounded by the reminder to be independent and guard my heart.

After my one and only experience with a boy in college fell flatter than a pancake I realized they were right - and I was content to live the life of a twenty-six-year-old cat lady.

Until Will Perry blew my quiet world to smithereens.

Starting goalie for the Tampa Bay Ospreys and the kind of hot that scrambles your brain all I was ever supposed to be to him was his daughter's kindergarten teacher. Then in a twist of events his temporary nanny.

But temporary turns to permanent and when I move into his pool house everything changes.

He's impossibly grumpy and focused on only two things: hockey and taking care of his daughter. I'm only focused on using this new income to pay back my student loans.

But in that house I feel his heated gaze beneath that permanent scowl the way it lingers and warms my skin. And though I know my mother would lose her mind if she knew my dreams have become midnight fantasies about my long-haired muscle-lined mystery of a boss.

When the tension becomes too much we break and we make a deal.

He still needs a nanny. I still need a paycheck and for my matriarchy to not disown me. But Will agrees to teach me everything I've always wanted to learn and I'm all too eager to be his student.

I can do this. I'm a grown woman. I can explore my sexuality with the hottest goalie on earth and still remain one-hundred percent professional. And I can definitely do it all without catching feelings.

I have to.

Otherwise I'll end up heartbroken in my mother's arms while she shakes her head and asks me if I'll ever learn my lesson.