Confessions from the one that hurt you

These pieces of writing were never meant to become a book. They weren't even meant to be poems if u want to call them that. They started as thoughts that sounded fascinating to say out loud so I started writing them down. Not long after there was a collection of 50+ which were thoughts from the darkest depths of my soul covering heartbreak, emotional unavailability, trauma, addiction, and womanizing. Some of my actions would bring tears to my daughter's eyes if she met a guy who did half of the things I've done to her.