Darkling

Darkling: "Of or related to Darkness; occurring in the darkness"

This book is the bridge of redemption and growth. Exodus 20:21 talks about how God was in the thick darkness and Moses drew near to him. Life is darkness but the most important message throughout all the books from the very first one is that you should not lose sight of God no matter how good or bad things get. These are all prayers (just something to keep in mind). The darkness exists to keep things confidential between you and God. Out of the purview of the entire world.
Most of these poems were inspired by my prayers to God. This book is the gateway to becoming better, essentially by making room and preparing your heart for the 3rd trilogy. It's a process but nothing good exists without a decent process.
To shift the perspective of the things of the past and the things to come, to look at things positively. Not to depend on excuses. Incredibly bad things may have happened in the past but there are things you can still learn from to do better and be better. You'll realize that trauma also served a purpose. I choose to believe the trauma is a haunting of a lesson that God wants you to learn, that the Devil tries to make you believe is a tool to oppress you.
Godlessness is an epidemic that may not be the best. God wants the best for people but how would you know that if you don't actually invest in a relationship with Him. This is preparing the room for that. As you read my books, you are learning how to have deep levels of heart-to-heart conversations with God. You need to have a confidence when speaking to Him.
Think about Job, he never abandoned God but always spoke to Him regardless of the situation or emotion. Feelings are a footstool for your heart to stand up on, temporarily. This way you can present your heart adequately. You need God to understand what's going on in your life and what you can do/learn to become a better person as a whole.
I may say that I'm insufficient and it's not insecurities or low self-esteem, it's me just reminding myself that I could be better. SO CAN YOU! Contentment is in continuously growing not in settling for less.