Teetering on the Brink of Madness: Learning to Hear God

"Lord, I will do anything you ask of me--just show me that you are real."

Be careful what you ask for.

With no answers in sight, I cried out to the God I no longer knew, asking that very same question.

Teetering on the Brink of Madness: Learning to Hear God started out as a journal that documented events that took place between 2003 and 2017. When I asked that question, I had no way of knowing how terrifying that journey would be. It began with nightmares. After a few years of sleepless nights, the terror began in earnest. Demonic voices, shadows, and endless torment became a new way of life.

It took eleven years for a glimmer of hope to emerge. Slowly at first, God's light showed in the darkness. The power of God's love could be seen and heard all around me, and life will never be the same again.