A shadow of the things to come

"A Shadow of the Things to Come" by Colleen Sturgis tells the story of Cortland, a woman grappling with the trauma of childhood abuse, addiction, and deep emotional wounds. As she struggles with shame, failed relationships, and the deaths of loved ones, Cortland seeks solace in destructive behaviors like drugs and alcohol. She is haunted by an internal voice of self-hatred that convinces her she is unworthy of love or redemption. Despite her efforts to escape her pain, she is repeatedly drawn back to her emotional and spiritual battles, feeling lost and overwhelmed by guilt.

Throughout her journey, Cortland experiences divine moments where God reaches out to her, offering love and healing. While she initially resists, believing herself to be beyond redemption, she slowly begins to open her heart to the possibility of grace. With God's guidance, she learns to forgive herself, let go of past pain, and embrace faith. The story highlights her transformation from a broken, self-destructive individual into someone who finds peace, self-worth, and a sense of purpose through spiritual renewal and trust in divine love.